employee of internet porn

I got a job offer this week. A seemingly hot girl from France (if her photo is actually her *coughcough*) approached me on Yahoo about doing an internet chat site with men from around the world. She had seen my new little toy, the international symbol that you're a geek (IE webcam) and suggested that I look into the idea. Of course, I abhorred the idea right off the bat. And then i sat for a while and truly thought about it, mostly because the idea of doing it made me uncomfortable. I tried to think of what inside me made me uneasy at the idea of internet video sex chat. Did i truly think it was against my morals? Is it because that's what i learned from my parents was wrong? Is it because i'm afraid someone I know would find out? It is because that sort of thing is taboo, and it's not what a "good girl" would do? First of all, it's safe sex. And second, I never have to see any of these people. The site promised to black out all countries I didn't want seeing me, the US being the first and foremost. And i also entertained the thought because i wanted to get to the bottom of this uncomfort thing. Also, it would pay me two dollars a minute, which for those of you who are math illiterate, works out to $120 an hour. Are you fucking kidding me?

So, I haven't come up with anything. I'm not going to do it. One of the many reasons being that I think my self esteem would plummet in direct proportion to my bank account fattening. I know most of my friends would be shocked, disappointed, and/or disturbed if i did it and they actually found out. But the biggest bullshit realization I had was that most men I know would do it in ten flat, and not think twice. And do you think anyone would be disappointed in them? Um, riiight....